Our secenie weenie phase XD Why did our parents let us go through this?
I would love to sit down with Jeffree and see what exactly goes through his head and hear his story about how he got to where he is now.
Went to see my favorite person today. He always knows how to cheer me up <3
Not that anyone cares but I need go vent somewhere.
Today has been “one of those days” and lots of triggers for me have come up lately so I called up my friend and went to hang out with him. I felt guilty for not going to the show when I was with him so I asked my mom if I could go to get my portfolio going. She said yes so I bought the ticket. I ended up going alone but ran into an old friend in line who I hung out with for a while. When Before You Fall went up he decided to go in the pit and I made my way to where I could get pictures. I found a good spot in the front and when they started, I snapped picture after picture. I eventually look down and see that there is no memory card in my camera. After the set I went back to my friend and he had to leave. The next 2 hours I was alone. I felt like the people I tried to talk to didn’t want to be with me so I went outside for about an hour and a half until Incredible Me went up and watched their set alone and got punched by people in the pit(as expected). And now I’m sitting over the toilet nauseated and feeling sick to my stomach.
I can’t wait for today to be over.
If we’re friends, there’s a 106% chance that I’m always petrified that you secretly hate me.